one thing that i've been wanting to write about is how amazing my boyfriend has been at comforting me about my rape and the whole situation surrounding it. he never shames me or gets mad at me for getting upset about it, even after we have sex. he always lets me cry in his arms no matter what. i love him so dearly, he truly is my safe spot >_< he really understands me too, which i'm very grateful for. not many people can truly understand me but he can, he 100% gets me. he holds me every time we see each other even in public. he kisses me in public and in front of his family. he doesn't keep me a secret and he's never embaressed of me. he likes the same weird things i like and evens does it with me. he really loves me and i really love him. he's so handsome. even one hangout he let me watch my show for most of the time because he knew. he just knew and my love for him grew even more. he even drives down to me so i don't gotta spend money on a longer bus trip. he sets alarms for me when i'm too tired to, he helps me study and gives me gifts. to others this is the bare minimum but to me it's everything. no one has ever loved me more than he does. he loves me even when i look awful. his family likes me and my dad likes him. we have rly close birthdays too which i like but he's still technically a year older since he's born in 2006 and i'm 2007. we are both 19 at the moment. we both have jobs. when we are alone he refers to it as our house whether it's his house or my apartment. he talks about what he wants in our future apartment, and cats of course.