i thought i was over it you know, i thought after i reported him i would move on. i was stupid to think that. of course i won't get over it, it was rape for godsake. the one thing you can never get over the one thing you won't forget. i try not to think or speak about it but the past few days have been hard, it's been stuck in my mind playing over and over again. even when the one year passed i wasn't sad, i was happy i made it out but why am i upset about it now? i have no idea. i just hope that one day i'll get my revenge.no one will ever undertsand what it's like. how bad i feel