as writing this i am currently finished my first year of college and now on summer break despite it being april LOL. last day of april actually, this past month has been so long and ongoing. so many things happened it seemed yet i can only recall a handful. me and N smoking outside together, getting high and yelling about annoying classmates and science nonsense. or just us hanging out in general which was like 24/7 cuz we lived together. amazing roommate and i really hope i can room with her again. she has been a big part of my college memories, she really made this last semester truly feel like college and not just something i do because i paid money to be here and get this diploma. as mentioned on the pharmacy page i am in a pharmacy technician program! it is a 2 year program so 1/2 years done ! it has been a long 7 months well 6 actually we had a whole month off for winter break. i've learned so so much and i'm so grateful i had the opportiunity to. i made some really amazing friends, (F,S,M,N,E,C,A,P,L,K,S,T,E) just to name a few ;) that i've loved learning besides, compounding and dispensing with K and S, although me and that K are not on such good terms anymore. the IPE field trip where me, F,P and E all got way too high >-< oops! pharmacy students really don't know shit about us pharmacy techs, it's pretty sad really. we are a really underlooked profession especially in patients eyes, which sucks a lot. i loved creating relationships with them at co-op and being able to remember details about them and vice versa but it hurts to see the abuse we do go through. pharmacy is a lot more than counting. medicine is the one of the best creations ever made and we handle them, its a big job. just like cutting someone open. i had some online relationships during first semester which never went anywhere ofc i was just bored and wanted to feel loved for a day. i broke up with my bf of six months when i started college, so i was all out of sorts. then i dated this christian dude for 2 months, never really loved him (sorry) and now i'm with my current boyfriend (L) who i love sooooooooooo much hes my boy forever ehhe. back to school. compounding was a new challege. actually making things is quite hard, we didn't make drugs we used fake shit but compounds are formulations of drugs that aren't currently available on the canadian market. but for our last compound and final exam compound was menthol and thymol so my sinuses felt very clear heh. i cried during my final.. i was just overwhelmed. finals week was odd, but glad its over. on the last day after the anatomy final me, F,S,E,N,P,K,M went out to eat at our schools restaurant! i got a burger and diet pepsi, they didn't have any of the alcoholic drinks i wanted :( but E gave me,N and F a joint to smoke so yay :3 it was so much fun F brought his nintendo switch and i got to play his tomodachi life game and see my mii and L's mii we look soooooo cute together!!